Volume CXXXIII, Number 3
September 21, 2001
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Learning from within us
TODD BUELL

Never before has an event left such a mark on our nation as when four hijacked airplanes crashed into both World Trade Towers, the Pentagon, and thanks to heroic acts of passengers, a field outside of Pittsburgh. It is probably a safe bet that not only did everyone in this country feel a natural emotional response of grief and outrage, but for most it was personal too. New York and Washington are metropolises of such magnitude that almost all Americans know someone who lives near those cities. Bowdoin College is not unlike the rest of the country. Dozens of students live in both affected areas and sadly many knew individuals who perished, some even lost immediate family members. Yet like the rest of the nation, our campus united in this time of indescribable grief and loss.

One of my dear friends whose hometown lost dozens of residents lives in Stowe Hall. Last week, as I went back to Quinby House after commiserating with her I was often inspired by the quotation that is on the plaque as one enters her dormitory. It reads "an atmosphere of sympathetic influence encircles every human being." I imagine most of us have neither noticed nor taken the time to appreciate the meaning of this wisdom prior to this past week's events. I know that I hadn't. But never before have I seen Harriet Beecher Stowe's wisdom so clearly embodied than in the support that the Bowdoin community gave each other in this unimaginable time of crisis. I have never been prouder to be a Bowdoin student than I was at both candle light vigils on Thursday and Friday night when members of all religious faiths overcame any fear or hesitation that they had in expressing their beliefs. They prayed openly and passionately and were warmly received by the community. Our uniting in hugs, songs, and expressions of concern and sympathy showed the rest of the community and country that even the often impenetrable "Bowdoin Bubble" had been shattered by these cowardly acts of terror. I wish to thank the administration, Residential Life staff, and professors who allowed students the opportunity to express their grief, concern, and love for each other publicly.

Although the actions of Bowdoin's administration and students seem natural, not all colleges and universities showed the same respect to those who died innocently or those who suffer and sympathize. At Cornell, students were banned from draping American flags outside their windows. A student received applause at a UC-Berkeley candlelight vigil when she proclaimed that we "originated state-sponsored terrorism." A girl at the University of Wisconsin said that the attacks reflect our "interventional and often coercive use of military and economic capital." In addition, other friends of mine at other universities tell me that this attack is entirely the fault of President Bush for neglecting to walk in lockstep with the rest of the world on Kyoto and Anti-Ballistic Missle treaties.

These people seem to have forgotten the attacks that took place in the World Trade Tower in 1993, on US Embassies in Africa in 1998, and on the USS Cole off the coast of Yemen last October. President Clinton was in office during all of these tragedies. I find it ironic also that many of these same students argue on the one hand that our being attacked is in some way a moral equivalence to supposed injustices that we commit, yet they oppose us in attacking Afghanistan. It really makes me wonder who is teaching them that our country has ever done anything nearly as evil as purposely killing nearly 6,000 innocent civilians in a peacetime ambush.

Thankfully, students or faculty that share these absurd opinions are a quiet minority here at Bowdoin and they have met appropriate resistance from people of all political affiliation. We know as a campus that this was an attack focused not on any particular group of people, but rather on all of us as Americans. Consequently, last week we came together in public and private to show our grief, our horror, our outrage, and our resolve to get through this time of pain and peril. On a peaceful day recently I encountered a memorial on this campus that remembers the last Bowdoin students or alumni to die in a terrorist attack: the bombing of Pan Am flight 103. On the plaque is inscribed a beautiful quotation from Ralph Waldo Emerson that should serve as appropriate guidance through what could be a prolonged war: "What lies behind us and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us."